Goodness

Surely His Goodness and Mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
This is my favorite Scripture at this time in my Life. Psalms 23.
I have such Gratitude for God's goodness to me. I have done nothing to deserve ALL he has blessed me with. I just don't understand why he would want to bless me... little ol' me... the way he has. With a wonderful family that are all very healthy, a Husband to is so smart and can do just about everything, that doesn't even know how smart he is, that loves me so much, Friends that Love me, The inspired word of God that I get to receive (not many get the good stuff, like we do). Also my Job that pays very well, that I didn't even have to go to school for, oh there are so many blessing, I can't even name them all. I have had barely any hardships, no close family deaths, or sicknesses, I have never, not been able to pay all of our bills, not much of anything. The things that I name as Trials our not getting along with my husband at times, which everyone has to grow while they love there husband.  Or the Krantz family not pastoring at the Oroville church, But  I am still a part of the Krantz' lives probably even more than before.... my BIG trials are so little even if you think of lots of other peoples they have had to go through... Mine are so not big at all. I'm sure I have a lot more trials to come, but it almost seems like I have been sheltered for so many things... I am so thankful for that. All because why? believe me I am no super spiritual wonder! I have so many things that would not be pleasing to God, I don't give God my all like I should. I try for like 2 minutes at times, I don't even know what talants God has given me let alone use them for His Glory..... So what is it that makes God want to continually pursue me with his goodness? I don't know but I am so thankful he does. I Love him so much and desire to dwell in his house all the days of my life.